Maxgian Presents

Halfway
to God

The War for Souls

A Seven-Day Men's Initiatory Retreat

October 13–19  ·  Near Ashland, Oregon

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Who This Is For

There is a version of you that has never been summoned.

You have built a life that looks like it's working. But underneath the performance — the discipline, the competence, the forward motion — there is a man who has never been properly initiated. Who was handed adulthood but never ushered through a threshold.

You know there is more. You have felt it. You just have not had a container strong enough to pull it out of you.

This is not a workshop. This is not therapy. This is an initiation.

The boy will be put to restso the man can rise.

The Journey

Seven Days. One Threshold.

By the end of this retreat, each man will carry a clear, embodied definition of God, masculinity, and femininity — not as concepts, but as lived experience.

01Day One
Oct 13

Synergy & Connection — Shadow Work

We open with ceremony, story, and shadow work. Cold plunge, breathwork, fire. We connect with ourselves and each other at a depth most men have never experienced.

02Day Two
Oct 14

The Feminine

We examine the feminine — internal and external — and clarify our relationship to women, to our mothers, and to the cycles of life we have been unconsciously shaped by.

03Day Three
Oct 15

The Warrior Archetype & The Agoge

We define masculinity through dialogue, then embody it through battle. The Agoge tests the warrior in each man. Rest well — the initiation begins before dawn.

04Day Four
Oct 16

The Initiation

4:30am. Mt. McLaughlin. What happens between dawn and dusk belongs to the mountain. You will pass through a threshold. You will not be the same man who drove up.

05Day Five
Oct 17

Huachuma Heart Activation

A full day of Huachuma ceremony. A plant medicine used for thousands of years for heart opening, clarity, and communion with the sacred masculine. Held with care.

06Day Six
Oct 18

Solo Quest

Silence begins. You meet yourself without distraction. The day ends at the fire with Hapé — silence is broken and what was found in solitude is brought into the brotherhood.

07Day Seven
Oct 19

Integration

We bring what we have found back into our lives. Integration workshop, closing ceremony, and departure. Go well. Go deep. Go together.

What's Included

Everything Is Provided

The only thing you arrange is your transportation to the land. Everything else is taken care of.

Accommodation

Six nights on the land, near Ashland, Oregon.

All Meals

Breakfast, lunch, dinner, and snacks throughout the retreat.

Huachuma Ceremony

Full-day plant medicine ceremony on Day Five, held in sacred container.

All Facilitation

Shadow work, story workshops, warrior training, solo quest, integration.

The Agoge

Physical warrior training and embodiment on Day Three.

Mt. McLaughlin Initiation

Full-day threshold crossing on Day Four. Transportation included.

The Investment

$2,600

All-inclusive. Arrival evening of October 12th.

Reserve Your Spot

Questions? Reach out on Instagram: @maxgian.alcalde

Your Guide

Maxgian

Men's Coach & Retreat Facilitator

Maxgian works at the intersection of Jungian psychology, somatic practice, and masculine initiation. He has guided men through ceremony and deep inner work across multiple continents, including previous retreats in Peru.

He is currently completing his certification through the CHEK Institute and his approach integrates holistic health, shadow work, and rites of passage. His belief is simple: most men are capable of far more than the world has asked of them.

What Remained — One Year Later

Every man below was asked a year after the work ended.

He sits right there with you feeling everything that you feel. Not trying to change anything, but rather he helps you embrace it.

Skizzy

He's got this incredible gift for asking the right questions and guiding you toward your own understanding rather than telling you himself. He lets you answer your own question, and it makes the realizations that much more powerful.

Caleb

He understood me and took care of me like a brother. He would also call me out on bullshit and push me out of my comfort zone. Max has a keen way of understanding when and how to do both.

Aliaksi

Before working with Max, I was completely identified with these beliefs and had no idea they were influencing my life or decision making in the slightest.

Caleb

More than a year after finishing the program, I hold on to this ability to witness when a lower part of myself has taken control.

Larry

The boy cannot take you where
you are trying to go.

Reserve Your Spot — $2,600

October 13–19  ·  Near Ashland, Oregon